I have no idea why I’m so dependent on volleyball. I use it to consult with these hard thoughts. Girls create such negative emotions inside my mind, and when it gets harsh, volleyball is there for me. It does nothing but make me feel better because being on that court does nothing but make my life easier. It takes you off my mind, and allows me to release this stress that nothing else could resolve. I need volleyball. I absolutely need it. Especially with all these heartless hoes.