February 2012
The moon is a sign of optimism. I look up at the night sky and I feel as if the world is giving me a smile. As if I’m supposed to be smiling with it. I’ll get over this. I will get through this. With Him, all is possible. Happiness is inevitable.
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I have officially committed mental suicide. I beat myself on and off the court. Volleyball was happiness, now it’s frustration and anger. Just adding on to my constant pains. My friends, gone. My real reason for happiness, fading. What is going on with my life? Things have gone downhill before, but never all at once. I really can’t handle this alone. I feel like going away. Never...
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I am not expecting everything to get better right away, but I am really glad that I am finally feeling better. Happy. In a sense of self-confidence. I have achieved something new, something great. I know I am making you proud, and that will forever be enough for me.
Never giving into temptation.
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Shady fuckers.
I just feel like I have no friends anymore. Haha cool.
You’re a piece of shit friend
I’m not going to judge you by your actions. But don’t you dare try and change me by bringing your actions to me. You know I’m different, so keep that shit away from me. Dumbass.
Different mind, different world.
Anonymous asked: are you dating anyone?
Don’t you ever say that I stopped trying. You did, and now you’re a potential failure in life.
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That first kiss tingle.
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I don’t understand why I cannot be happy. What did I do to deserve all of this? Why is everything so cruel around me? Discomforting my unravelled heart. Always hoping for the best. Always striving to please others, but breaking my heart in the process wondering if anyone can come and sequester all that is necessary to fulfill this fragile emptiness that my heart constantly reminds me of....
Anonymous asked: How you ever had a relationship when a girl really liked you but you didn't feel the same way about her over tumblr?
What if everything worked out?
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When a girl winks.
This weakness for beautiful girls will end my life.
Anonymous asked: Are U actually Gay??
It never works out with girls. Fuck this shit niggaaaaa
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Wtf did I ever do to you. It was alright at first, but now it’s just adding on to this slight depression.
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You’re gorgeous.
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Messing with a girl that is not into relationship.
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Having a crush on you was like a dream. The blissful thoughts of your possible, lustful loving. The seldom, pleasuring thoughts of an intertwined future. The hatred of your persuading characteristics. Leading me no where but back into my conscience wondering if what I am doing is worth it, also if this is the right thing to be doing. A heavy heart that is empty. Confusion. Always wondering why...
She kissed your bestfriend. You don’t need her.
I’m tired of dreams.
Anonymous asked: What's the biggest comeback youve ever said to anyone
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Enough with the girls. They’re no good. All they have done is cause insanity in your already very confusing life. Take it easy. Then maybe you’ll feel like yourself again.
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Id rather have you be straight up than being a dumbass fucking liar. Bitch I tried to take care of you. I did so much for your sorry ass. What the fuck happened? Change your act. Because I promise you will not have a future with your attitude. Not a good future. Who the fuck do you think you are?
Only if she’s worth everything.